I have always loved the limelight but I always say that I want to stand in the sidelines.
In the same breath I have always felt underestimated.. and when bright hope smiles at me?
I get all psyched and end up with mediocrity.
Ultimately living up to their expectations.
I’ve wanted my turn so bad that when I finally get it, the energy has already diminished.
Or I never really had the talent to begin with, but pretended that I had.
I must have confused reality with blurred visions of my successful alter ego.
I must have thought that I really mattered. And that I was great at something.
When I really wasn’t. And you, yes you, and you, and you and you…
Reminded me of that. Thank you very much.